After spending new years eve alone, without all that fucking stupid midnight kiss shit I killed some snowmen with the stupid new snow. It's cold. And wet. And I didn't have hot cocoa made by him and a snuggle under a blanket in front of a fire afterward... God I miss him so much...And fine, I won't lie, I'm not okay. But I still don't want to talk ( Read more... )

...Fuck.

The world is ending, and I wish it would take me with it.

If you want to get in touch with me in the next year month week, then tough. I don't want to talk to anyone. Ever.

Dammit, can we rewind, or... Whatever, I'm FINE.

(ooc: The Shishido up until now will be transitioning into having been an OC soon... I'll probably say when or...

Camp sucks. >.> I can't sleep. The beds aren't nice at all. Even if I do get top bunk. I need someone to sleep with! Okay, not just someone, but RYOU! I miss him already, though I saw him at the barbecue. That freaky doll being in the same building is going to give me NIGHTMARES. D: KEEP IT THE HELL AWAY FROM ME.I guess I could have been stuck with ( Read more... )

I GET TOP BUNK!! Just so whoever ends up rooming with me knows. CAMP. TOP BUNK. MINE.

Hmm, might pop over to that club everyone's talking about, but I don't think I'll stay long. I get really tired Saturday nights now, as Friday nights are late night cuddle and/or sex times with Ryou, and even though it's a weekend our moms never let us sleep in. ( Read more... )

I HATE YOU, RYOU.

Dammit, why do you have to be such a jerk?

That idiot didn't even bother to care, he just YELLED at me. Yeah, I fell down because I tried that new jump at the wrong time, but it was in front of the whole club and he had the nerve to yell at me and call me names and LECTURE ME. Okay, so he kinda did help me to the clubroom and ( Read more... )

Why is it that when one thing finally goes really right... everything else goes wrong?

( Private: for Gakuto's eyes only )

Bastards ( Read more... )

Sorry if I seem a little... FRUSTRATED this week. >.> Ryou's spending time at my house, and... Well, when we were at his house, his family knew and didn't care what we did in the bedroom. (I love your Mom, Ryou. I'm sure we were really loud sometimes but she just thought it was cute. >.>) MY house, however, is a different story, and my bedroom is ( Read more... )

You Are The Empress


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I feel like shit.

Don't expect me at school today. Or maybe even for the whole week.

Someone want to pick up the homework for me? If not it doesn't matter.